my everlasting confused state

'Even if you’re on the right track, you’ll get run over if you just sit there'
My name is Ashim,an apt name.I say this because my state of mind,conscience or the brain path is ashimlyyy confused the whole time.May be sometimes i get some discounts like accolades and achievements through my extremely loyal support system i.e. my girl friend. i ponder there is no one time when i did not have a 2nd thought running parallel with the current thought.I feel as if i am a flab getting immense resistance to come to its original shape.Its tough to handle yourself like this man@!.Actually i diagnosed this extreme cancer in me when i started off with the pursuit of my dream(that too with lot of confused molecules fighting).I dream of being an entrepreneur (da...a)i don't know ..i just like it.... i mean i love it.uffff.The funny part is the state of people who are around me on this proud venture of mine.I seriously praise the valor of my love (my gf) who understands me so well without getting confused.
I dont see any serious harm done by this utterly irritating trait in me but it speaks a lot about me when i am somewhere at some point taking a precious decision.I feel i am blessed by God to have given me such Gods in disguise(my parents) to have bestowed in me the best possible attitude a man can carry.Thanxx.
Anyways thats too much of rotten things about me!!!!
I have done a lot to cheer about too and that is what is carrying me on the most riskiest path of my life,career.Hope everything would be fine.....courtesy my family,friends and..........this time i need to include my own calibre and thinking.
Iwould like to remain a confused soul because somewhere i have heard its not important what u think but what u do(cooked though!!!)
This is my first blog entry and i am happy to see so many words at a time and that too from me exclusively me!!

Hey people -----confuse yourself to reach the ultimate stardom in life.It will really feel like heaven